Goodmorning everyone Just applied my hormones again and did my skin care routine Looking as fuckable as possible is still something i really work towards I think my little clitty broke down because I didn't got an erection for like 2 weeks But thats okay, I don't really need it anyway :) This isn't scary to me at all. I don't like erections anyway, only on real guys haha Hope you have a nice day today!! If the weather is nice, Charlotte and I are going to play tennis and clean abit in the house and then take it abit easy. She's been very horny lately and when we watch a movie together, I always have her thing in my mouth if you know what i mean haha xxx
Currently a little bit burned out ^_^ My feminization has been going really well. I will make new content in a couple days and i'm activly looking for guys to fuck me so its gonna get wild :)
I found this cute little photoset on my computer of Charlotte and Myself We are doing great! We are very happy together 🥰 I have a strong submissive desire to serve someone and for cock, while charlotte doesn't really have that but she is very open and wouldn't mind me getting fucked more frequently haha. This weekend we are just going to do some vanilla stuff to be honest. We bought ourself a dog! A bernese mountain dog (puppy) called Molly! ^^ And Molly is now part of our little family and we want to spend some time together <3 After this weekend i plan on doing another photoshoot to show the progress of my feminization because things are changing so so much!!
OLD SISSYJOYCE PICTURES PART 2 : (MAY 2022) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- OLD fun pictures of before my transition :) Some might be very cringe to see hahaha but since its popular ill post what I have on my pc xxx
WHAT IS IT LIKE TO BE ON HORMONES? HERE IS MY HONEST OPINION... --------------- On hormones for 1 year and 3 months now In the beginning, you are very excited. Everyone finally knows you are trans and you are ready to start this journey. You see crazy transformation pictures on the internet. Those ''transformation'' pictures with a picture of a 100 year old overweight guy with a beard on the left, and a photo model girl on the right. You are excited for the same. Sexually, You might feel like me and you want to become more feminin as a sissy slave on top of that. All is so exciting. Once you started, you fairly soon realize that this isn't going to be a fast solution. After a month on Hormones without any results, you might even start to doubt if this thing is working. After a couple months you realize that you aren't getting erections and your sex drive is different, and after 3 months your nipples start hurting. Your skin feels slightyl softer and you are excited again. But soon you realize that this is actually harder then you expect. You wear a feminin t-shirt for the first time outside. Are they looking at you because you look weird? Are they even looking at me? You start to try on a dress, you still feel ugly in a dress, you put it away for a while, then on a good day you try again and even go outside for a little while. Once again you're scared if they are looking at you. Someone calls you ''sir'' in public. I never got offended by that, just hurt. It crushed my confidence. It ment I'm still abit masculine. You take very slow steps towards yourself and honestly, sometimes it can be a very long struggle and battle. Got the courage to go out in a dress now? You start to pay attention to how you walk, how you talk, you name it. It's like you're becomming a new person and you need to find and build confidence all over again and it can be very exausting. I was lucky I had Charlotte on my side. It's very good to have trans people around you who felt what you feel and support you. You become more emotional, you cry a lot, you become calmer,.. its like your personality changes a little bit. You feel like you are still you! But just abit different.
And then... a year passes
And on one day you look in the mirror and you see a girl And you look behind you but there is no girl its you You get a surge of happyness and confidence And this happens more frequently You lift your t-shirt up, and you see a more feminin shape and some boobies Just yesterday, I looked in the mirror and I didn't recognize myself anymore It is very very wild I look so different now and I still have a long way to go I don't regret it at all. I'm so so happy, i feel so much better.
It's a very rough journey with lots of ups and downs, but its so worth it.
Be carefull tho DONT do hormones out of sexual reasons. You WILL regret that 10000000000%
OLD SISSYJOYCE PICTURES PART 2 : (april 2022) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- More old pictures :) I will never forget this day. The first time i worked together with another content creator (Mistress Fatale), without my knowkedge, she also brought a guy over and I had to suck cock. She helped me get over my nerves and fears for sucking cock.
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- A more casual post to tall you what my daily life currently is about :-) Honestly, I got a little burnout, you probably didn't experience it, because I still did my best to stay active online. But, all the work Charlotte and I had to go trough combined with all the stress and tasks I have on my mind for the 2 stores i'm running, just got to me so much. So much so, that I couldn't sleep. This resulted in me getting some kind of annoying electric shocks waking me up every time I moved even tho i was already awake, I hated that feeling so much. I know that sounds weird but idk how else to describe it. When I could clearly see somethin was wrong with me, I took some steps back, and rested. I didn't just rest, I found ways to make my life easier. Because after all, I dont want to run a business, i want to be a sissy. I don't like running a business. Don't get me wrong, the sissy market is my passion, but i want to be a sissy. So to free up my time I hired a cleaner for our house so that I have to do less chores and I am about to hire someone else for the store so that I need to step in less. Leaving most responsibility to Princess Diamonds. Yes, we still talk. I ended the relationship with her over a year ago now. After a difficult time, we still talk and work together. So thats good. My goal is now to give most of the work away so that I can be a sissy. Sure it will cost some money, but it will make me more happy. I don't just want to be a girl, i want to be a sissy slut. That means I really need to find an owner and start collabing with people again. Wich is what I will be looking out for more :) I also like youtube and streaming. So gonna do more of those things ^-^ Hormones and my feminization are going great! Yesterday had my male hormone blockers injection again. I need this injection every 3 months. I feel calm and feminin, and I also feel more attracted to guys. My relationship with Charlotte is going great. She is open and understands that I need to collab or perhaps even a Master, of course we will talk about it a lot, it's not that easy or simple of course. She is my soulmate. I feel very feminin, very girly, and i'm super happy with where everything is going. Glad i'm feeling better, i'm gonna go for a relaxing jog now :-) Love you all xxx
OLD SISSYJOYCE PICTURES PART 2 : (March 2022) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Everyone reacted nice to me posting older pictures, so i'll continue the series, this will not take away from new posts, it is an addition <3 These are from back in the day when an online master made me take humiliating pictures, so humiliating i never wanted them shared, so that he could use them to keep me in line. Now that i'm out as an exposed sissy bitch, it doesnt really matter much. He also had pictures with my full name on my face wich i wont share of course. But as you can imagen, i obeyed him VERY well. ^_^ Good times
Hair removal is probably the easiest and best sissy step you can make. You can easily hide your smooth body from friends or people you don't want to know you are a sissy. The negative side is... it's expensive, here is what I recommend you do to help you safe thousands. (I did it all...)
1) The hairs on your body are weaker than on your face. They can be lasered with a weaker and cheaper home lazer. I used a laser called Philips Lumea for this with a price tag of $500. The process is slower, but it will safe you thousands.
2) Your facial hair needs a very strong laser. Recently, normal lasers can get rid of them, but A couple years ago when I did it, they werent powerfull enough. So make sure to ask and check up on this before paying once again hundreds if not thousands of euros. I did electrolysis, wich is 100% effective and super painfull. The only option back then... (djezus that sounds old). But I do not recommend it. It has a risk of leaving scars in your face. Just find a high quality laser salon and pay the little bit extra for a powerfull, modern one.
A sissy craves to be owned, and I am not different. But I am in a relationship and in love with Charlotte / She is also submissive, just like I am, so this makes things a little bit different... Charlotte knows that I am not much different from who I am online... I am submissive, and I crave being submissive and being submissive equals being myself... W>hat I share is not an act, not a 1 hour porn movie, it is my life... But I do feel like I have a Master in some way, my Master/owner is the internet haha ^_^ Every day I wake up and check my messages, and there is always one guy calling me a slut, another guy who humiliated me by sharing a picture of me, or worse, turning me on the first minute I wake up.... it's a lifestyle and i'm proud of who I am. My phonecase and even my bank cards have my sissy info on them... I don't think there is a way back for me, but thats how I like it I am a slave, a real one, thats me, thats how I am happy ^-^
Aaaaaaaaaah Sooo many likes on my purple lingerie set!! To be fair, it is the first time I can wear a set like that and feel and look feminin in it haha ^_^ I really like it too. I was so hrony because I looked so feminin and felt so girly, i wanted cock so bad! 🙈😂
An older photoset and a little life update today 🩷 Hello everyone <3 I'm glad you all liked my boobies!! Everything is changing now and I can clearly see things like fat redistribution too!! It is really cool. I am very happy. Just not with my hair yet haha, but in a couple months I can get extensions. Days have been abit busy, I really want to make new and more porn soon... my feminization and sissyfication continues <3
I can't believe time goes by so fast. EVERYTHING has changed... Joyces partner changed, joyce met the love of her life (Charlotte), the place where joyce lives changed, my mental state changes, my body changed... Joyce feels like she is a new person...
I became so much softer, more emotional, and now even I start to get curves and my breasts are almost at a point joyce can't hide them anymore. My real hair is almost touching my shoulders, Joyce is almost over this awkward hair phase. Soon hair will be long enough to get extensions. Cannot wait.
Joyces libido and sexdrive went down for almost a year, but we are over that now. I am so horny all the time, but in a more feminin way. Joyce thinks she is more attracted to guys too!!
Sometimes Joyce looks in the mirror and a girl stares back at joyce and then I think damn, omg, what happend? how did i got here?
The answer is YOU, with all your support, likes, compliments, encouragements, but most of all the mean hot guys who turn me on by bullying me. Djezus hot guys drive me wild Fuckkkkkkkkkk Hope you like joyces tits growing
I am always in chastity... Charlotte not so much haha but that is okay :) The times I have had cock in my mouth since our relationship has increased a lot 😂🙈
SISSY STORY TIME -------------------------------- 2 Years ago, my followers kept growing, I received many compliments, many comments from people who wanted to see me get fucked. This ''encouragement'' made me find a guy who was willing to do so, and so I did my make-up and clothes as good as possible and I was so nervous. First I posed a little in front of the camera with his big cock in my hands, but eventually, I started sucking and forgetting the camera. When he finally started fucking me, I remember watching to my phone camera, seeing its recording, knowing that this will end up on the internet forever. Then I could feel him going harder, and it got uncomlfortable for me but he just holding me as he fucked me, Instead of moaning I was shouting ''ouch''!!, but it didn't matter, 20 second laters he came inside me. The grip he had around me was so strong. It was an increadible experience and truely the start of me becomming a real life, full time sissy slave. I wish I had a master who did this more often...
MY PERFECT MASTER : HOW TO OWN ME ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Why Haven't I found a Master yet? Well, I guess I am abit difficult. A good sissy requires a good Master I guess! This is difficult for me to share, because now people can use this information to get me weak! While before, I expected this behaviour to be natural. The perfect Master likes to be rude to me, calls me names (specificly bitch is hot), and loves to humiliate me. But at the same time, I also need to feel or sense safety. Wich is difficult, i know. But the most difficult part is that I don't like to have a choice. If I have a choice, I just won't obey haha. I know, its abit extreme but I want to become a TRUE sissy slave, a lifestyle, not a play session for me. Before I see them in real life, I would get to know them for a long time online only. People who just want to ''put penis in joyce'' are identified quickly and I lose interest. But then how do they give me no choice? Slowly but surely they can gain control by convincing me to make humiliating pictures of myseltf that I don't want to have shared! Perhaps a few exposure accounts could increase this risk and feeling of losing power too. I also need a lot of attention, and i'm a brat. If I feel that I can say ''no'' I will. Difficult to find what can I say haha
ORGASMS ON HORMONES... WHAT IS IT REALLY LIKE? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I remember, a week or 2 after my first injection of male hormone blockers, I had my first orgasm on HRT. It felt weird, different... It kinda felt like a ruined orgasm. Longer, but strange, not like how it used to feel. But what made me panick on that day was that there is no sperm. No cummies at all. I strted to question if I even had an orgasm or not. And some strange sense of guilt or doubt crawls in your mind. This is why they highly recommend you to freeze sperm before you transition. You might not want them now, but you don't know what you will be like in a couple years time. So I also, highly recommend doing that if you plan on transitioning. The next couple of orgasms are a little bit better. I discovered that vibrations are a lot more pleasurable. Erections still happen, but only when deeply arroused. Spontanious erections are completly gone. Your sexdrive will also decrease a lot, if not completly dissapear. For me, I think my sexdrive has been zero for a year, and has now been recovered to the same as before. I am a horny slut again haha :) Orgasms are weird at the start but they feel amazing now. It's kinda like what guys known to be a ruined orgasm. You're shaking, it lasts so much longer, but the intensity is still very high. But I don't really crave orgasms like I used to. I don't really want to cum. I want and I enjoy being horny all the time and GIVING pleasure is more fun than receiving it. If I could choose between letting a guy cum inside me or getting an orgasm myself, I would rather have the feeling of a guy cum inside me. For real!! :) Orgasms are weird on HRT. Sadly no more sperm, wich kinda sucks for porn videos haha. But hey, i'm happy this way! <3 Hope you found this interesting!!! <3<3 Joyce
LIFE UPDATE --------------------- Last week received some annoying news at the town hall. Charlotte can only stay in Belgium for a couple more months before she has to go back, unless we fix some paperwork! The paper we needed was proof that she wasn't married. It needed to be legalized in the UK and translated to Dutch. With this paper, we finally not have to worry anymore about all of this crap. So we went on an adventure to the UK!! ^_^ We took the Eurostar in Brussels, arrived in London and took a taxi to a government building. We immediatly got recognized by someone who works at the taxis in london. Super nice, sweet guy!! Getting recognized is so freakin cool haha, makes us feel like (porn)stars hahaha. After we went to the government building, we booked a hotel, it was a very small hotel, nothing fancy. We went out for a cocktail in a LGBTQ friendly bar, we loved it. I believe it was called the alchemist in London. After that we headed to a different town where charlotte used to live! We did all kinds of activities like Axe throwing, Bowling, Minigolf, went on little walks together, ate good food, went swimming, we had a great time. We are working so hard to be able to be together <3 I love her so much, and I know she loves me just as much.Then we went to a different town for some personal reasons... this town wasn't pretty at all. It felt abandoned. Many stores closed and the stores that were open are very dirty. We went for a walk and after 5 minutes, 2 guys shouted at us ''HEY THAT IS A BLOKE!!!''. My heart sank. I don't get offended by stupid people, i don't care about them being offensive but... that means that.... people can still tell. Charlotte tried to safe me by saying its because of her voice, but i knew better. I had to fight back some tears but decided to brush it off and focus on my feminization even more. Once we took the train back to that other city, we were discussing the events that happend on the train when all of a suddon a lady turned around and said ''excuse me, I overheard the conversation and I just wanted to say you both look amazing and I support you all, I have a transgender son! (female to male). Another lady stepped in and gave us some loving words too. Before we knew it, this entire train transformed into this loving place with everyone complimenting eachother and spreading joy. That day, we saw a town that shows what it looks like when hate wins. I will not let hate win or get the best of me, ever! The next day, we had a big trip ahead of us. First a taxi to the doctor for charlottes medication. Then walk to the train station. Train to London Taxi to the government building again Taxi to train station Eurostar to brussels Taxi to my place... We arrived yesterday evening. Extremely tired, filled with happyness and fullfilled. Finally free. Together Forever. Oh and... We talked about getting a dog together ^-^ I wanted a golden retriever She wants a bernese mountaindog So we discussed this.... And now we are getting a bernese mountaindog 😂🙈 Live is good!! <3 Don't let hate win! <3
Not passing 😪 Sooooo.. For months now I have been walking outside as myself. Everyone calls me with she/her in public. All the people do. Today i felt really pretty 🥲 So Charlotte and I walked in a town centre of a town we are visiting. It was an awfull town in the UK. I did not feel safe. Then we saw 2 guys looking at me. They shouted "HEY THATS A BLOKE!" (Hey thats a guy) Aaaand my confidence took a hit. Charlotte comforted me and tried to take the blame. "Dont worry about it, they just heard me talking, its because of my voice!" But i still felt bad. I felt like a crossdresser again. Argh. Ill brush it of and keep feminizing myself. Not gonna let those idiots drag me down! Mwah xx
