Can so be serious for a moment? Please? 😅 I’m quite nervous ..

Can so be serious for a moment? Please? 😅 I’m quite nervous about leaving for Texas this morning. Things aren’t settled here. I dunno what’s going on with my housing but at least it’s taking the courts eons to figure it out for themselves. & I’m going to miss my cat dearly. We’ve grown very close since my last break up. I suppose that is a crazy cat lady spinster thing to say but it is what it is. I’d take her with but we barely have enough room for ourselves in my tiny car.

I’m nervous that my dog will act aggressively towards my new/temporary house mate, who also has a dog. I dunno where this aggression is coming from exactly in Disco but I have a few ideas. I believe he is traumatized by multiple situations he’s been through. Like me. We do have the same birthday, after all. And walking him in a big city? I’m getting heart palpitations thinking about it now because he has no home training what so ever.

Then there is my grandma who has become a total shut in since covid happened two years ago. She doesn’t go anywhere & her mind comes up with the craziest ideas about her neighbors. My uncle recommended recently that she be hospitalized but I don’t think taking away her autonomy is the right answer quite yet. I wish she’d just move in with me.

Also there is the fact that haven’t left home for this long since I went to my first college from here to Seattle. This feels like that. I’m going to a new universe to immerse myself in study. Just instead of dance, this time it will be comedy. Which I’m nervous about. I’m sure the other people signed up for the classes already have experience & are already good but need a little push to get them performing. Sometimes I think people think I’m funny because I’m kinda dim. I feel like to be truly funny you must be a genius. And usually an unhappy one. I am neither of those things.

Anyway, thank you for coming to my vent session about my fears about embarking on this journey… I’m sure there’s much more I haven’t said that I’m insanely freaking out about but I just took some medicine for those & that should be calming me down any moment.

So here is a snip snap lil bit of the full full nude strip teas video that I’ll be releasing very soon. I think it’s quite sexy & charming. I know you will feel the same way, because you know good art when you see it. Don’t you?

And I posted a TON yesterday, didn’t I?! Ope! I better not spoil you all too much or you’ll expect it all the time! Though I feel I do post quite a bit in general. But I don’t want to drive you bonkers & away. I actually joined a girls page once & she posted I shit you not ever few minutes. I was like bro, I have to unfollow & block you. I was so overwhelmed! I’d like a happy medium over here, thank you! 😉