Little edit: It’s not the assholes that make me saddest. Wha..
Added 2022-08-15 12:09:47 +0000 UTCLittle edit: It’s not the assholes that make me saddest. What makes me saddest is that I feel like a lot of the people who cared are gone and a lot of the new people that joined never cared. And I feel like it’s my fault because I stopped sharing my personality and stopped checking comments/DMs cause there’s too many rude people… It’s 7am and I just needed to vent so I can stop crying. And before anyone says “ignore the haters, focus on the people who care”, I’m not making this video for the haters, I’m making it for myself. I just needed to talk I guess. Don’t get me wrong, I know that the main reason people are on my onlyfans is to see my body and that’s fine obviously. I just feel like people stopped caring (or never really cared) about me. And this isn’t just a pity party cause I want attention, I just… feel like it’s all too late now. I used to have this amazing community of people that I stopped interacting with because I wanted to step away from social media for my mental health and then this new community I’ve built doesn’t really know me and don’t care to know me. The thing is, I WANT an awesome community of people that make me happy. I don’t see y’all as just piggy banks that I can milk without care. I don’t wanna turn my onlyfans into this thing where I’m just sending daily PPVs cause I don’t care about giving you guys a nice experience here. I WANT you to enjoy it here. **I** want to enjoy it, but right now I don’t. I feel like I’ve fucked up and there’s no way I can make up for it anymore even if I try going back to how I used to do things. Maybe I’m being overdramatic but I can tell the huge difference in what it used to be and what it is now. I’ve been really trying though, trying to interact more, trying to show my personality again, trying to take time to respond to people. But I don’t feel like it’s making a difference…
